THE SUMMER IS HAPPENING...

Have you ever had a feeling of positivity and the "New Year" of September 1st and the first month of autumn?
At least when you were kids!? It's great to start each academic year from scratch... New notebooks, bright and not yet dirty pencil cases, new backpacks, with whole zippers and living pens. The new shoes also definitely made me happy... And most importantly, there are no “tails”, twos that need to be corrected! And in flight you enjoy the fact that now everything will be different, and huge global events will definitely happen this academic year! It was so? I had… A huge number of years have passed since 1997.
So many things in life have changed, flowed away, nailed down with the flow ... And during this time, as if 5 more lives have passed. But one thing does not change a bit: the end of August and the beginning of September is the “new year”.
No, the son has already grown up, and we are not particularly touched by the beginning of the school year! It is touching that exactly at this time, every year, a series of new events (or refraction of old ones) begins in my life, which bring circumstances “from scratch”. Every end of August, my brain begins to work hard in search of new ways, solutions and alternatives.
Whoever knows me well (or thinks so), they know that I take risks, go ahead and invent bicycles... They know that I, as a “knight without fear and reproach”, change trajectories by 180 degrees, start something from scratch ... But have you ever, my friends, wondered (although you certainly do not need to do this), but what do I feel deep down from this?
Maybe pleasure? Maybe positive? Why do I need it? And I'll tell you.
Once honestly and openly - I love change, I love the new, I love the unknown, but at the same time I am terribly afraid of it! This is a phobia in life, with which in order to live - you need to fight it with its own methods. I hate the end of August and the beginning of September precisely because changes are coming and if you can’t overcome the fear of change at this moment, then you are fighting for everything to remain as it is .... In general, I am very much afraid of “failing”
in my own eyes, not yours!

And over the years it doesn’t really go away, and the culmination of this is every year at the same time! Mary Solar.

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